so i was coming home from work to get some things and give my lady a kiss and i see these cop cars...and like a mobile crime lab and two detectives with gloves on... im like oh shit what did i do now.. did i not pay my traffic tickets or did my lady do something crazy while i was at work???? wtf... so i go in my apartment around the back way and find everything is AY OK in the dungeon... so i go up to the detective and im like.. uh i live here in this building wtf is going on... and the detective was like suicide..and im like what apartment..and he points up to the third floor..and im like i know that dude!!!! I look up and i see the window blinds were stained with blood and the glass was knocked out kinda disturbing i talked to my neighbors later on seems some people dont care.. asked if they knew what happened and they didnt know about it until i pointed up to the window...sick part is they didnt clean up the mess yet its just sitting there his blood / grey matter on the window blinds all out of order.... ill take pics later or maybe i wont due to respect... its like all the nieghbor hood kids can see it
Was a white dude around 23 seemed kinda "thugged" out affliction shirt type dude walked a pit bull... seemed pretty cool i talked to him like a few weeks back maybe like once or twice he was trying to sell me some motorcycle gear like right when he moved in..and i was like i dont got the cash for it maybe some other time....then i would be on my patio smoking a cig and i would give him the head bob like whats up mang...and he didnt respond i was like ok.. i dont socialize with my neighbors keep to myself long story short.. i guess he seemed like an ok dude.. couldnt really tell anything was wrong with him just queit type. I have 3 theories why he committed suicide
1) fucked up economy.. the dow jones dropping i just learned about this morning maybe he had large amount tied up...strapped for cash trying to sell me motorcycle gear
2) his girlfriend.. she was a foxy lady i remember seeing a bit of tension between them like at 530 am in the morning on a monday morning they were just coming in im thinking she was a stripper he was in a tie... never seen them dressed up maybe a wedding reception who knows.. she was a fox tho
3) holiday season blues and/ or combination of 1 and 2
either way i still think that is the coward way to go ... i would rather die a long painful agonizing painful death than die in my youth from a suicide...dudes face keeps popping in my head never thought deeply about suicide and its affects on others around the vicinity maybe im getting soft
Was a white dude around 23 seemed kinda "thugged" out affliction shirt type dude walked a pit bull... seemed pretty cool i talked to him like a few weeks back maybe like once or twice he was trying to sell me some motorcycle gear like right when he moved in..and i was like i dont got the cash for it maybe some other time....then i would be on my patio smoking a cig and i would give him the head bob like whats up mang...and he didnt respond i was like ok.. i dont socialize with my neighbors keep to myself long story short.. i guess he seemed like an ok dude.. couldnt really tell anything was wrong with him just queit type. I have 3 theories why he committed suicide
1) fucked up economy.. the dow jones dropping i just learned about this morning maybe he had large amount tied up...strapped for cash trying to sell me motorcycle gear
2) his girlfriend.. she was a foxy lady i remember seeing a bit of tension between them like at 530 am in the morning on a monday morning they were just coming in im thinking she was a stripper he was in a tie... never seen them dressed up maybe a wedding reception who knows.. she was a fox tho
3) holiday season blues and/ or combination of 1 and 2
either way i still think that is the coward way to go ... i would rather die a long painful agonizing painful death than die in my youth from a suicide...dudes face keeps popping in my head never thought deeply about suicide and its affects on others around the vicinity maybe im getting soft
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